It's funny, I definitely feel less of a compunction to write when I am happier.

Thus, I don't always necessarily want to be happier.

Of course, I probably don't need to worry about that.

Another night sitting with my computer

Quiet.

It's nice.

Not all the time, but sometimes.

Now.

My ex is sleeping in my room.

I am on the couch in the living room.

Not sleeping.

We took a nap together.

It was nice, but I think I am not really attracted to him any more.





Tomorrow I will ride bikes with Aaron.

I think.

I was supposed to meet Rod today, but it didn't work out.

I am kind of glad.

He is desperate.

Not attractive.

I really can't wait to meet atheist.

What a name.

I wonder if he really is.

I can't wait!

He manages thrift stores I guess.

In KC.

I would love to work there!

Of course not likely if we date.

But maybe!

He also studied linguistics.

Kind of like what I want to do!

Sometimes I think this whole going to grad school thing and getting a doctorate and becoming a professor of French is just a pipe dream.

I guess it could be if it doesn't work out.

But I like to think it will work out!

I have to.

If I want it to.

Of course, I could also be published.

Ha!!!!!

:)






Well, sitting here a bit hungry again.