I wonder how many times this will happen in my life?
I hope not any more.

I have broken things off w/ J for what I hope is the last time.
He owed me money which I lent him fully thinking I would be repaid.
Well, that was stupid.
Anyway.
So now I have no money, no job, can't be a student right now, and I've paid for my apt. for the next month, but that's it.
Realistically, I should be able to find a job in the next month, at least enough to pay for a 200 dollar a month apartment and less than 100 in bills on top of that.
Luckily I get food stamps, so technically I never have to pay for food.
I am very grateful for that.
It's just being here again that is so crazy.
I have been here before, and it is terrible.
So of course I didn't want it to happen again.
But it did.
Well anyway, as I said, I should be able to find some place to work in a month where I can make over $300, but if that's all I can find, that's all I need, at the moment.
I would like to make more, though, to start saving up for things like a car.
I pray I can find something!
Soon!
Please, God!

Okay, well, moving on.
I would like to keep writing as well.
It's a good outlet, and if I am able to write well, so much the better.
And on top of that, if I can profit from it, well that would be so wonderful!
I can't imagine.
But I can hope. :)

My roommate is gone, and will be gone for the next 4 days.
I will miss her, especially right now.
I wonder if she will let me stay if it takes me a bit longer to find a job?
Well, let's just say I will find one soon!

Anyway, so the writing.