eh

I am starting a blog because I am depressed.  I know, that will get you interested right away.  I hope to branch out into other areas of interest, such as fashion, food, music....once I am a bit less depressed, but for now, I am just sitting at home, longing to express myself to someone.  It doesn't exactly make sense, as I have a boyfriend who cares about me and about whom I care as well.  For some reason I just don't want to talk to him about this.  Probably something I should work on.
Ah well.
I have graduated from college with a fascinating but useless degree.  I am looking for jobs, and into grad school, but what I would really like right now would be to find a job I don't detest, and can actually make a living at.  My dream jobs I am searching for in vain are fashion-related jobs in New York.  If I were to be sensible, I would not be looking for jobs such as these, as I have no qualifications.
However, as a result of wishing to be less depressed, at least for a moment, I am going with the whim of looking for jobs I would actually like.
Well, thanks for reading.  I hope to post some good news soon.