I haven't been writing much at all lately.  

I just watched American Beauty; I've seen it before, but it hit me especially hard at the end this time.  Since I'd last seen it, I've been through more dark times in my life, so I took the end more seriously than I had anticipated.  It took me by surprise.  I think the reason I took it so seriously is that I believe more that things like that could happen.  I think I did believe that before, but perhaps just not as much.

I have grown more pessimistic when it comes to people.

And both more pessimistic and optimistic when it comes to myself.

I should go to bed soon.  I want to get some cleaning done and then tomorrow work on my application.

Then I will see my niece and nephew for Christmas.

It is hard to be alone after watching that movie.  Right up until the end, I was happy that I was watching, and fine being by myself.

But it put me in a serious, sad mood, and that is hard.

I want to have someone to talk to about it.



Hopefully someday.

where is the new thread button?

my meds are much too strong.  I don't know what to do besides wait it out and hope it is better tomorrow.

I met the guy from Interpol today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people on facebook without children, unite and post pics to combat the unnecessary onslaught of children in pictures.

people are so stupid

So, since I last posted a written post, I have been diagnosed as bipolar.

style at the sidewalk sale

going sailing

summer look

more dillons style!!!

pre-basketball

tuquoise or teal, i never know which is which

beauty

part II

style happens as you walk by

various punk and summer styles!

style at java break!

Erin Fox, jazz singer and classic 50s style.

Erin has on a powder blue 50s style Mod Cloth dress.  She did the ringlets in her hair, and she got the flower from Urban Outfitters.  Her friend, Skye, cuts her hair.  She has on yellow leather kitten-heeled sandals.  She made her own earrings, with supplies from Michael's.  She estimates their cost to be about 40 cents.  Thanks for reading, and enjoy the beautiful 50s style!!

the lovely Jen.

Martin, tattoo artist!

downtown for brown bag lunch concert on thursdays

style at dillons!