My friend and I were in the American Girls store at the mall; I loved the American Girls growing up.
I am going through a dry period of not working much due to limited strength.
I am frustrated and stagnating intellectually, at least that's what it feels like, chafing against the idleness enforced by the limitations of my body and mind.
I would like to use this time to write; now I must be productive when I can.
I can study, sew...just don't want to slip down the slope into drinking every day and not being intellectually productive.
I can sew; I have the time, and my fashion show is in April, so I would like to get it done.
Plus, doing creative, and/or manual things, stretches my brain and quiets it sometimes.
I still walk a lot, wearing myself out and listening to the compulsive bitch.
I still restrict.
Please, Lord, help me to regain strength.
Thank You.
Well, so what to write.
More poetry, attempt to get my works published.
Create dresses and outfits; things for men and women.
For myself.
Thank you Lord
for things to do.
Ways to stretch my mind
keep myself occupied
create.
I love You
and I know You must take joy
in creating us.
Love.
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