I want to write something that means something.

I have group therapy today.

I am not looking forward to it.

But I don't really look forward to anything.

Except hanging out with friends.

And getting drunk.

And dancing.

And sometimes writing.

But not right now.

Oh well.

Anyway, I have been writing poetry most recently

But I would like to write prose that is meaningful as well.

A formal feeling

Fog

Want not to

think.

Easy

and hard.

Why

do I always

do the same thing?

I am human

I am sad

I am the same.

Nine inch nails said it best.

every day is exactly

the

same.

endless

relentless.

why

why

why can't it be something different?